Wonderful...

sorry again that nothing's going forward at the moment..

I woke up with terrible stomachache today at 5 am... threw in a painkiller and myself back to bed... Just to discover later on that I've got a nail bed infection on my right big toe that's going on my nerves...  iodine ointment and a plaster should help here. I really don't feel like going to the doc because of that. I'm fed up of so called health care.

I overworked my company logo as you surely saw x) Did it yesterday or so... I couldn't see the old one anymore because it was associated with memories of things I no longer spend my time with and that I don't want to have in my life anymore. So there was time for a new one. Just the metallic effect is a bit sh***y because there weren't any styles that looked good and were for free...

I'm also quite angry at the moment because I discovered that maybe my whole head health problem developed only because of the new internet we got here in the beginning of last year or so... It works with 4G, that says all. I feel like a lab rat, permanently exposed to radiation. Gotta do something about that. This shit is dangerous and life-threatening and therefore it has to go. 

I'm sickened by this world in general at the moment and literally feel the darkness that's taking over... where is the change that so many are preaching? I see nothing. Only more threats appearing day by day.

But well, life goes on. Next on the schedule: dentist appointment tomorrow, starting to shorten pics for the nail stuff shop... Hope I can get my day-night-rythm right again someday and do some art again ... All upside down at the moment...

So far, see ya :)

Something's happening ..

Hello :)

I know, I've been absent again for way too long...

After a few nerve-wrecking days (really wrecked my nerves, yeah.. -.-° Think I'll be going down the drain someday...) I found some peace again to continue with life... I'm now working on that online shop a few hours a day, throwing in tons of products... besides that I'm writing on my novel (I got an update, yay! xD And while I'm writing it's often like I stick my head through the floor of that dimension and watch the protagonists with everyday life.. oO) and am working on my painting. That bridge is a shit load of work, but well I should have known that before I began... Here there are the latest wip's for you :)

My recommendation of the day for you what belongs to painting material: white synthetic paintbrushes. They're awesome, I would've never thought that. I can work way faster and better with them.
I also chose to not use paintbrushes with animal hair anymore, because it's against my morals that animals have to die for paintbrushes or anything else. Besides that, synthetic brushes are the best anyway xD

And when I'm not creative or working at the moment, I'm running a campaign against the tetra radio technique here because they want to set up 2 masts near where I live. I won't let them do that without resistance. I already wrote a letter to the local newspaper, and they printed it :D I then got a phone call in the evening from a guy who is already behind that stuff to avoid the installation here.. awesome how everything works :D Hope we can make a difference.

So far from me again, see ya :)

This can't be true -.-°

I've got an a** full of work at the moment but what do I do? I'm painting... wonderful -.-° But well, when the ideas appear in my brain they have to get out, no matter what... Here are the current WIP's .. more to come.

Came to my mind while hearing Nightwish's Ghost river ... be curious, the white bow is going to be a bridge, and I'm planning something special with it :D But before I can do it I need to get my carbon paper to transfer the shape onto the canvas... I can't draw it freehand -.-°

And on the other hand - when I'm not painting I'm working on my web page at the moment (I found an easy way to lik to the bigger pics now without making a menu entry - working with Joomla for everyone who wants to know...) and besides my page I'm kickin in hundreds of products into a web shop for work >.< Yea.. life goes on somehow. I'd normally have a dentist appointment at 9am today but I'm too lazy and got up too late yesterday so I think I'm gonna cancel it and do it another day... Have way too much work here, can't go to the dentist xD

So then, see ya, watch this entry because I'll upload more WIP's soon :)

Good Morning :)

Just coming in to show you the finished result of my speed drawing before going to bed =) (I have a lot to do today, going to the bank and then having a look at a friend's computer... hope the snow won't stop me from doing so -.-°) So here it is:

I can't help myself, I have to look at it all the time x.O I called it "sheep in wolf's clothing" because I think that's just how he is... <3

You wanna hear something funny? I inkjet - printed this for my friend (she wanted a copy :D) And it came out better looking than the original drawing what belongs to mistakes etc... xD This is unfair xD
And I already have the next idea for a painting -.-° The ideas just won't stop popping into my head.. it's a painting for "Ghost river" .. I already ordered a 50x70cm canvas... I'm curious what this will be... it will contain a lot of details, so much is sure... xD 
Also working hard again on my web page, I think I thumbnailed over 50 pics again this night... I just can't seem to get the galleries finished... fun part will be then linking to all the big pics -.-° Yippie. 

But so far, I'm moving to bed now, hoping for sweet dreams x) See ya!

Ahem x)

Yes, I'm still here, I just have a lot to do at the moment, working on a shop at work and building my own page, and besides that doing a speed drawing that came over me last night xD The current works in progress:

I think I need a new "dark indigo" polychromos pencil when this is over.. So what do I like about the pic so far... xD The darkest areas perhaps xD and the way the complete look turned out, looks even better than the reference photo :D I don't like the pale blue background / brightest color in the pic cause it simply turned out awful -.- We'll see what this will be x) (And yeah - the 2nd artwork this year and again it's him... should I worry? xD)
Also for you - the promised sneakpeak. I apologize for the delay and admit I totally forgot it... but here it is now x)

Art Refugium over and out

Fave song line at the moment: Beyond love, far above, beyond art, you're the blood of my heart. (Visions of Atlantis - The secret)
Fave song of the moment: Kim Wilde - Cambodia

x_O

Hi folks! Sorry for being absent for so long again, now I'm back :) Surely you would like to first see my latest painting work, don't you? Well here you are x) It's not the best and I still have to practise a lot but anyway... <3 The scanner ruined the eye color T_T

I'm also sick again with a cold... I don't even know where I could have catched those germs cause I didn't have contact to people in the period of question... ?_? Ok I was at the cinema with a friend lately but there I already started being sick.. so... hm. But I have my weapons xD Had a pack of Lemocin as it began wreaking havoc, having a teaspoon full of honey and cinnamon mixed twice a day, rinsing mouth and throat with salt water every evening before going to bed (but please NOT that industrial, refined shit... please use himalaya salt or unrefined sea salt..) and drinking a lot. I'm also sniffing up the salt water into my nose, I think that prevented the germs from going into my sinuses the last two times I had a cold...

Also sorry btw for posting no artwork at the moment, I'm working hard on my web page at the moment, have to shorten over 200 pics to thumbnails... T_T Discovered yesterday that the first form I made doesn't look good at all so I will have to make them all anew >.< I will add a little page sneak peak for you later on :D (First have to go now and do some paperwork T_T) It'll look awesome, I promise :) 

And I also can recomend a song / video again today, "Medusa" by one of my fave bands, Madragora Scream. I simply love their sound <3 They made a very interesting album, and the video contains a lot of subliminal hints. So who knows what the album is about, will understand the hints ;) (And don't be irritated just because there's another guy with a hat xD Just noticed it xD) Check them out and get the album (and all of the albums before "Luciferland" also, because 1st - the music is awesome, and 2nd - Terry has a hammer voice x.O My fave male singer besides Marco Hietala :D At least my opinion xD But now off with you to a mp3 store!)

So then, see ya until next time! =)

Well...

... I couldn't let it be, I tried another experiment x.O It just came over me... And I'm not sure what this'll be xD

 But something is still disturbing me, it doesn't exactly look like him :/ But well, it's not finished yet, so we'll see :D I'm gonna keep you up to date =)

Tip for everyone - the grid method works very fine :D First time I tried it xD

Happy new year :)

... to everybody! Hope you had a good start into the new year :) Thank you all for your support in the last year, you people are amazing <3

So because I didn't wanna celebrate or anything yesterday, I finished my little "inbetween" - painting that suddenly came to my mind :) 

Another one inspired by a Nightwish song - Sleeping sun :) Media are: acrylics, oil pastels (for the shining around the dark sun) and copic markers (for some shadings and the lines on the house) on britannia watercolor paper. Again - Original and prints are for sale :) This one almost painted itself x.O Have no idea but at the moment it's again like something's leading my hand, I have no idea what I'm doing but it still turns out well xD
I also shot a few pics on the concert of my buddy where I was lately, are not many good ones but I'll still share them with you :) The name of that cover band he's in is "First Generation of Number Nine" So if you're ever in Bavaria, Germany, (Franconia area, Würzburg / Bamberg) come and check them out, they're absolutely awesome :D

So then, time to begin the work of the new year, we'll all see what it'll bring. I'm curious :D Curious if the new year will be as amazing as the last one :D 

See ya! :)