And so...

Hello me hearties =)

Sorry for being away for so long again ... haven't been doing so well the last week. It all began with having stomachache that woke me up, after that my digestion started to make problems and somehow every bone was hurting ... I went to the doc but he couldn't find anything... I guess it came from the excitement and stress of the days before... all the happenings threw me over I guess... I'm doing good again now. Hope it stays that way.

I also did a little art lately. Not much, just a cardboard box (cause I had gotten a box of Ferrero Küsschen for my birthday and wanted to make something of it...) and a few photos.. But see yourself =):

I also digged out an old movie lately which I've seen on TV somewhen in my youth, I have no idea how old I was then... The movie's called "Encino man" and is about two high school guys (played by Pauly Shore and Sean Astin [later known as Samwise Gamdschie from Lord of the Rings]) who find a cave man (played by Brendan Fraser) in their garden while digging out a pool... they try to make him socially suitable and stuff and get into a lot of trouble because of that. But still the movie is funny as hell. At least I know now where I've got my speech defects from ... they're just too contagious xD

And I've finally finished reading a book. It's called "Nachtland" and the Author is Jan de Leeuw. It's about a little boy whose father became a drinker and now lives separated from his mother and he hates the new boyfriend of his mother. After christmas the boy runs away out onto the frozen lake where he is later found, lying in coma since then. While his sister and mother try everything to get him back into life at the hospital, the boy himself makes a journey inside his mind. He lands in a wonderland, finds friends and enemies. I think it's a book worth reading, yet I don't know if it's available in english. I got it in German, the original must be in Dutch. Here's a german recension: http://www.buechertreff.de/kinder-jugendbuecher/63833-jan-de-leeuw-nachtland/
I think the book is very enthralling, yet it reminds me of some certain movie. But I like it =) It's worth a read. 

What belongs to books - I got a big inspiration push lately for my SciFi story =) Am working on it again at the moment, hoping I will finish it somewhen... I let you know when the time has come. And I will try to translate / let translate it into english =)

So far ... cya'll =) 

Miracles tend to happen when you expect it last.

*wipes off dust* oh dear, again 12 days without a post ... I'm starting to get lazy. 

So, where was I?

It seems that I now am truly free from that curse that bugged me all the past years... I had kind of a last test yesterday looking at these pics and wondering why the heck I wanted that guy... So I'm free now *jumps around of joy* 

The other thing that makes me incredibly happy atm is ... I digged out an old CD from the attic to find out from when it was and through that I found my 2 heroes on facebook... And I can now officially prove that they're the lovliest, kindest lovelies in this world <3 Besides that I've got a problem of a different sort now but I think I can live with that x) Also the puzzle of where's and why's has got a new piece that's quite interesting. So... yeah, everything's going well at the moment. Finally.

I'm also hatching about a new painting idea, not yet clear in my mind but I think that will be the case soon. And I'm still digging in my small picture collection to find something drawable cause I'd love to do two separate portraits after my special project but the pics are either too small or they have such complicated details that it's impossible for me to draw them T_T I will find a way. I will.

For now, I will crawl upstairs into my bed, been up for way too long playing games and cleaning the bathroom... *yawns*

C'all <3

Why does there always have to be a title xD

... nah, I just don't really am bubbling over with ideas when it comes to name things xD Sorry for not writing so long again ... having a million other things in my head atm not knowing what to do with them ...

First of all - the shadow didn't take back my life. It really seems to be over. Still, I'm a bit moody these days. Especially today cause I'm asking myself once more what sense certain things in my life make. Or more - what good is a dream when you'll never reach it. I think I swapped one shadow for another... -.- Why do we always yearn to have someone we can look up to while it chains us up? I think I've never really been myself in my life. And probably never will. Not if I don't find a method to stay off of those influences ... Well but as long as I don't find a cure I'll be watching out to keep my sanity... 

For my web page - I fear I have to beg your patience once more since my boss seems to be quite busy atm -.- I really hope I will go online at least this month. 

Btw - does anyone of you know a good, free source to learn italian? I'm really into it at the moment and would love to learn it. (Among other things cause I love the sound of that language...) Please leave a comment if you know possibilities =) 

So ... yeah. I will see where this all will lead me, standing somewhat besides me today, need to sort my head out. 

Cy'all :) 

P.S.: Can't stop watching this at the moment <3 Craving to see them live but wondering if they'll ever come on tour again... :-/

Everything remains as it never was.

Hello me hearties =)

There's a lot of news for you these days.

Point one - My web page will be online latest end of the week, there are still some template fixes to be done and I did a beautiful front page for you =) Which leads me to:

Point two - the reason I now poked my boss to finally finish the page is - im finally gaining some attention, at least when it comes to my Nightwish artwork cause I joined a facebook group that's leaded by people with influence and yeah well... ^_^° They love my stuff. And little me is happy when people love my things =)

And the rest of the story - I got a new finished artwork =) The long lasting and finally finished painting for Ghost River. The scan doesn't quite show the real beauty of this work but still I think it's one of my best pieces =) But see for yourself =)

 

The problem now is that I've got some kind of artistic idle -.- Guess I overworked myself again... Hope it disappears soon cause I've got a lot of stuff to finish and begin... x_x 

And I'm again hanging somewhere inbetween the worlds cause of this group join from above... Normally I didn't (wanna) have to do that much anymore with all that stuff and I wanted to stay out of it but something seems to wanna tell me that the journey isn't over yet. I know it's a good thing, yet I fear that I could fall back into my old habits again ... Which would be the last thing on earth I'd want. Seems my box of darkness has come out of the shadow and taken shape again ... But we'll see. As the good old saying is - Time will tell. I know my borders. The shadow will not steal my life again. 

ArT RefugiuM over and out.