Lalala...

Well.. got some projects in mind again xD First wanted to do a mountain landscape but then while digging out old (known as crap of my childhood) songs I got a mindblowing idea for a new painting *_* All I need for it now is golden acrylic paint and a 50x80 canvas... Here's the sketch (subject to change)

Don't be deceived by the sketch. The painting will be BOMBASTIC. And the castle walls will be golden. Reason? The song that inspired me mentions golden walls, well ok towers of gold but eh, who cares xD, that's why =) I hope I can catch the magic that I feel in this song. Maybe I just feel like that because I'm deeply in love with that landscape ... I wish I could go to the mountains more often. 

Isn't this magic? When you think of how old those stone giants are, if they could talk...  <3 And every time I'm up there I somehow can feel the age. Sounds strange I know but I also can feel the energy or whatever of cities and places too. Just normal for me.That with the mountains could also be cause I'm a damn geology freak xD

I also think that songs of certain bands like Eluveitie or Sólstafir reflect the landscape of the country they come from... you can hear that out somehow. Also loving that x) Call me crazy, just is like that x)  I love philosophing around like this. 

But now I leave you in peace again x) Cya until next time =)

Costume fittings

.. or something like that =) Now that my caps have arrived I was able to finally put together my outfit and the stuff I'm gonna pack into my suitcase =) Here's the outcome ;)

Pic 1: My new shirt I ordered from ebay, together with the "A" - Cap that you can also see in Pic 6

Pic 2: My new blue "NY" - Cap together with the jacket I'm gonna wear (not new)

Pic 3: Black waterfall shirt I'm gonna pack in, also not new

Pic 4: Another shirt I'm gonna take with me, also having that one for a longer time now

Pic 5: My new pants ... the color is much darker in real... damn flash.. The belt isn't new... My parents brought me that one from Italy once *_*

Pic 6: My beloved A - Cap... still wearing it, just can't put it off my head :D <3

Yeah... sometimes even I am typically female, testing out what I can wear and combine... And I tell you what - with that blue shirt and the A cap I look like a classical hip hop chick xD But suits me so I like it :D Beginning a whole new life & style now ... I even digged out old music that I've banned because well... the society I'm in thinks it's embarassing if you hear stuff like that. But I don't care. I won't ever care again how people could think of me and the stuff I'm doing ... I don't wanna lie there dying one day regretting that I didn't allow myself being happy just because society thought the things I like don't fit and are embarassing. ;) Having the time of my life at the moment. <3

And also: because today (or besser yesterday, because I already have the 17th here...) is that strange semicolon - campaign day I also wanna take part in it because I also am / was depressive and wanna raise awareness for invisible diseases:

"Your story isn't over yet. On April 16th, 2013 everyone who self harms, is suicidal, depressed, has anxiety, is unhappy, going through a broken heart, just lost a loved one, etc. draw a semicolon on your wrist.

A semicolon represents a sentence the author could've ended, but chose not to. The author is you, and the sentence is your life."

Btw that little scratch there is the fault of our cat...:

I think this campaign is a great thing and should be spreaded. Do never give up, always pick up yourself again when you're feeling down, don't let the darkness take over your life. Or to say it with a song line - Get on up when you're down, take a good look around. I know it's not much, but it's ok, so keep on movin' on anyway.

If negativity threatens to take over, remind yourself of all the happy and good things that happened and are about to happen. Where there's light there can't be shadow. Get up, hold your head up high and keep on walking =) And first of all - get rid of people that pull you down.

3 Weeks & 6 days to go to London <3

I should keep you up to date

Shouldn't I? x) Everything went a bit haywire the last days ... The shop I ordered the pants at refused my order because in their eyes the pants wouldn't fit me... so I ordered 2 pairs somewhere else instead. One of them fitted, the other is waiting to be sent back here. My shirt also arrived, I will post a pic of my outfit somewhen later =)

I also cancelled that banner project now that I was planning because we're sitting just too far above and have no possibility to put the banner anywhere. So we've let it be. But we'll have fun anyway x) I just don't have to hurry anymore with that portrait and that's fine to me. I also got a current WIP for you =)

I still hate drawing short hair and that'll never change I guess. Well well. 

I can't wait until London, I'm honest xD I'm already in an atmosphere of departure but I still have to wait a damn month >.< I see it coming, when the month is over, I don't feel like going there anymore at all. But until now everything's fine, never been feeling so good like I do now and never hat that much fun x) So I guess I'm gonna keep that, now that I left everything else behind. And I'll bring tons of pics for you from London, I promise! xD 

Oh and it just comes to my mind - I've spent a little too much money yesterday and ordered two baseball caps, just to have something cool to show off with in England xD One is a bright blue NY - cap and the other a black Atlanta Braves cap like Abz has / had it. :D I just couldn't let it be. Been wearing caps very often when I was younger but I have no idea where they've all disappeared to.. o_ô I'm gonna guard my two new ones like gold :D

So then.. enough babblin' of mine for today, have fun with the WIP, cya =)

P.S.: I'm already working on part 10 of my videos, just haven't enough material yet to complete it... working with 6x speed this time :D 
P.P.S.: I'm also thinking about a special nail art design for London, I jus thave to figure out how I could make that.. ?_? Thinking about a number 5 water marble...

Part 9 ...

is online ;) I finally made it to finish the editing after my internet kept failing last night an I didn't feel like it anymore... but here it is =)

And I fear I will not get finished in time anymore because last night I tried to continue but had to stop, otherwise I'd have ruined the hair -.-° My head and my eyes didn't wanna focus anymore. I shouldn't watch one episode True Blood after the other (Yeah you may call me a pervert but somehow became an addict, it's like twilight for adults, mixed with a little bit of Harry Potter...) @_@ 

I also ordered a shirt and a pair of trousers yesterday, now having some money left finally... I'll show you when they're here x) Yes, I'm also just a woman who wants to look good o_ô You know what? I'm fed up of always running around in black... well ok the pants are black but they have style ;)

And I'm totally into the planning for London at the moment, picked out tube ticket prices and places where I can get food this morning... I feel this is going to be a very comfortable and amazing trip. :)

When...

... did I last post some WIP's? I think you should see some again =) I'm slowly but sure getting where I wanna be..

And... I wanna recommend a movie today :) "The Frighteners" from 1996. Directed by Peter Jackson, music by Danny Elfman (I noticed that only today... never noticed it before oO) One of the funniest and also creepiest movies I've ever seen, worth a look.

And now... I'm considering whether I shall begin to draw the hair or go to bed, I'm not that tired at all because I got up quite late yesterday, ignoring daylight saving... it's still 6:54 am here, not an hour later x) Let's see how long I can endure this until it messes up my schedule xD

Also working on part 9 of my videos.... didn't record the whole beard-drawing process because I didn't wanna bore you ;) 

So far from me... see ya next time =)

P.S.: working on another re-design of me layout ... simply because the old one has to go cause it no longer fits anymore... sadly my web page template now will need a new layout too -.-°°° I mean, I still like that dark blue and all that stuff but well... memories and so... I'm over it. I'm done. No more shit... 

Part 8

... is also done =) Now I need to draw again first to get more material... next on the drawing schedule: beard, hair and shirt. And after that, Sean. :)

Part 7

hf watching, gotta do some work now -.-° After that maybe I'll continue drawing.. needa get finished until the 17th... with BOTH guys. >.<

Part 5 and 6 are online =)

Have fun watchin' =)

Just wanted to tell...

... that part 2, 3 and 4 of my making of - videos are online =) Have fun watching: