I found him!!

Just wanted to let you know, THIS is the guy I saw at the south kensington tube station in London :D Saw many street musicians in London, but this one has taken a place in my mind ... He's so goddamn awesome, those two songs I heard while waiting for my tube just blew me away. (Sounds much better when you're down there in the tube station, youtube can't show the amazingness of this guitar playing ..)

BTW - if you are that guitar player and see this entry: You should do youtube videos and get known more, cause you really got the skills! ('n probably leave a comment on here? =) ) Love it.

Jealous.

Yeah I kinda am cause I couldn't afford another flight this year to see THIS

...

A few friends of mine were there, just waitin for the pics and reports now... 

Yeah I admit I'm still on it... despite all the shit a certain person told me (same as in the last entry who I think of has fooled me...) JD's a damn inspiration for me, I even took reference on his production company to name my own business, just so you know x) I wanted something in latin... xD That guy's probably one of the factors that keep my creativity alive and give me self esteem as an artist. And one of the reasons for my DVD collection getting bigger and bigger... xD So... yeah. One fine day I'll also make it to one of these premieres... nothing's impossible, even the impossible. 

</melancholy> Art Refugium over and out. :3

Lalala xD

Oh I just couldn't let it be and finally did the layout I wanted after having a fight with my new router not willing to give me fast internet... packed the thing back into the box in which it came and set up the old one again... and see- everything works fine again.

So... Yeah I kinda admit I was somehow jealous of some other people's blogs, that's why I did this massive layout x) It's not perfect but well, I'm still an apprentice :) 

What belongs to the art - I decided to continue my mountain castle project ... sketched the castle yesterday but somehow the proportions aren't right and I think I'm gonna do it again... practise makes the master... whatever xD

Well then, hope you enjoy the new layout, cya =)

P.S.: Once more turned the layout upside down cause I found some stuff I didn't like xD but now it's all fixed <3 

So ... so.

Thought I surprise you with a new layout =) I'm sorry that some of the recent entries look a bit distorted, will fix that later on :) My internet is barely working at the moment, works for 5 to 30 minutes and then is gone for 5 minutes to 6 hours... everything's crazy at the moment... just thought I let you know =)

For everything else ... now that internet is mad I had some time to look through an old story and some records... it's funny how much of your experiences you tend to forget while years pass by... I was quite shocked about some stuff. 
I now decided that I'll really do that "rewind" - trip I spoke of in the last entry. I'll begin a new chapter and quit with the old stuff, though I'll never be able to forgive that guy. It's impossible. But I need to go on in life. And it shall be a warning to me to never do shit like this again. Just to keep my damn mouth shut in certain situations... 

For now I'll go to bed =) Would like to stay awake cause the sun is shining and the air smells so good but I'm just so tired T_T can't take it anymore... so see ya =)  

P.S.: Sorry if the background looks a bit displaced, I just can't figure out how to make a background fit every screen resolution -.- Mine is 1440x900

Show must go on.

Hello me hearties,

sorry that I didn't write again for so long, didn't really feel like typing while being not at home... 

Came back today from a nerve-wrecking 9 1/2 day trip to Ingolstadt to watch over my bosses 3 cats... Mostly the 2 boys and the girl were behaving well but there were a few days when I just wanted to shoot them ...  And if that wouldn't have been enough, I became sick just as my boss left the house and I'm still coughing -.- 

I also had a look at a flat last wednesday and I like it very much, it's in Greding which is very central to get everywhere I need to go ... gonna phone that flat guy tomorrow about what's going on now.. I wanna have that flat ò_ó

Annd on saturday I've been out to see my "brothers" and their band again. Was a nice cozy evening though I tried to not infect anybody... Was a bit crashed after that evening cause there are still some problems to solve but I'll survive. 

So ... yeah, now I'm trying to get back on track and on with normal life... cya =)

P.S.: And there seems to be a need for me to do an art therapy session again to get over a person that's wreaking havoc in my mind at the moment... Someone who pretended to want something from me and then just dropped me ... I think I'm gonna do a therapy portrait...
And I found another way to maybe cut off that knot... My brothers are playing a gig again soon in that area where I went almost every weekend ago many years to see that guy ... So I'll just drive that old road and re-program my memory of all those places to finally forget... Maybe I'll even visit that place where I told him what's going on ... just to wipe it all out... to forget that half year of my life I wasted for that ****... 

P.P.S.: The flat I had a look at has been taken by someone else :( Well then, let the quest begin anew...

Woah.

Sorry for being away for so long again ... Hadn't much new stuff to write somehow ..

So, where was I? My toe is doing better, yet not completely healed but I can drive a car again so it can't be that bad anymore. My internet is playing tricks on me, I constantly get the red warning here that there was an error saving my entry... I already lost connection once today.. >.<

For everything else... I'm not very artistic at the moment... there is this thing that's keeping me from doing any art >.< Instead of drawing I'm sitting around atm watching movies... It's hit me quite hard again, I shouldn't have watched Chocolat... yeah you get what I mean? That gypsy with the guitar? xD In the end even I am just female... now waiting for my sanity to return so I can continue being what I normally am ... I shouldn't always give in to my inner voice telling me wanna see a movie or hear a song cause whoosh - doesn't take much and you're knocked out again. I mean, I like it, but I also hate it cause I really have no time and nerve for that at the moment >.< Well, whatever. We'll see how that all develops. Nothing happens without a reason.

I also should slowly prepare to leave the house since I'll watch over my bosses kitties for 2 weeks somewhen in the beginning of july now... But since I still dunno when I'll leave here it's senseless to already pack my stuff. So I'll wait. 

Ah btw for the artistic stuff - one good thing there is that cupid attacked again. I'm planning a big painting x) 2nd time I'll paint a person. Won't tell more - you'll see when the time has come =) (And before that i have to finish 4 portraits xDD Too busy.) 

Ok I'm off for now ... will move my lazy butt to bed soon I think, haven't slept enough today (and also in the last days...) and am totally done in some way... 

Cya =)

Meh ...

Murphy is a big fat a******... Cracked a toe on wednesday... Now have to wear tape for 2 weeks but it keeps getting better day by day so I have hope. The positive side of not being able to drive a car or go out in general is that i have more time for doing art now x)) 

What belongs to the art I decided to start a project I should've done already many many years ago... left alone cause there's a bad lack of reference photos these days... I'm gonna draw my 2nd family x)) After that concert last week I'm very enthusiastic again, finally knowing again where I come from and who's still standing behind me even after all these years. I just love my people <3 

So this is why I started the first portrait then, drawing my first adopted brother x)) Here are some Wip's:

I've never drawn a guitar before... Hope it'll work .. =_= I'm also planning something special with this piece, (and with the other 3 too if it works with this one) so be curious x) I also already chose the other 3 photos I'm gonna draw (Well I had not much to choose from since there aren't many pics left on the old partition of my harddisk...) But they're gonna be gems :D

I'll leave the other big project aside for the moment now, simply cause I somehow have no interest in it anymore and more important stuff to do... but when I feel like it I'll finish it someday, don't worry =) 

So much for now, gotta draw again later on now... see ya =)

P.S.: We lately got some damn cute little kitties x) They're so awesome, I just love them :D But see yourself:

Well... hello.

*Wipes off the dust* Sorry, again no blog for so long ... been quite busy :-/

But for now you have me back =) What have I been doing the last almost 2 weeks? Not THAT much actually, just getting back on track again, getting in contact with certain people again and meeting some very good old friends, but that later.

First of all I think I finished painting that bridge for now. I can't think of a way to paint the other side of it without ruining the painting so I'm leaving it like that.

I also got me some golden acrylic paint ... I so envy the leaf gold skills of some people that I just wanted to try something similar... and since I'm too clumsy for leaf gold I'll try it with golden acrylics now (That look quite good over a pencil drawing as far as I tested it) Someday I'll do a test artwork with it then =)
As for my web page - everything's put together so far and finished, I just need my boss to fix some template issues now and then it can finally go online :D I'll let you know when the day has come.

So now... to the last weekend, which was a fantastic one. I went off to see Skyfall (formerly Revolution), a local cover band where two old friends of mine are playing the guitars. (Ok actually they nowadays are more like brothers to me) Hadn't seen the first one for about 6 and the other one for about 3 or 4 years, so because they had a gig near here I thought it was about time to sneak over and have a look how they're doing. And I wasn't disappointed. We had a ton of fun, I think I never had that much fun in my life actually. My stomach still hurts from laughing. Gonna see them again in about 3, and if that doesn't work in about 4 weeks, to repeat it all :D And to hopefully solve some problems I'm dealing with at the moment... but that's another story. Here are some photos:

More pics you can find on my facebook =)
For everything else... I'm just trying to get my head clear again and focus on life going on... It's incredible how some people can turn your whole life upside down on just one day. But well ... there's always a reason why things happen, so I will find out why this thing is happening. No worries for now. 

So then, have fun with the pics - see you all :)